This is Hard

I don't think anything could have prepared me for the pain. I actually think I was better Monday night and Tuesday than the last two days. It's just been very difficult to be comfortable and stay positive. My mom left tonight and my dad is coming down tomorrow. I've had several close friends visit me, which was an incredible comfort, but I really wish my sister and brother could be here.

Considering all my body has been through since Monday, this is to be expected. But you can never be prepared, even though I've had some similar experiences. I just wish I could be home laying in bed watching my nephew play. Having iChat on my computer has definitely made it easier, but there's just something about being in a city away from your home and so far from your family that makes it tough.

It is getting better every day. Just going a lot slower than I anticipated.

I'm sure I'll have great things to report soon.